Tuesday, November 23, 2004

Casper, the not-so-friendly-freaking ghost

Yes that is my name. Actually, its Leo, but that is another story. Back to the first one now:
I really shouldn't be complaining with my midterm evaluations. They are decent. Okay, they are pretty good, I mean 92% on the intro midterm should quite cheer me up. But I just can't get over the fact that I am invisible. That really bothers me. I am involved in a program where the last thing I need and want to be is a little fly on the wall. Am I not noticed? Do I not participate?
I wish I were a fly actually, but just a split portion of me (like Aniceto in his monologue) I wish that I could observe myself in my day to day life and see just how I really am in classes, and with other people. Anyway. I am determined to be, well, more me. I mean, ME!! I am not a shy, hiding back type of person. I can be very outgoing. I don't know why I feel so heldback here. Its like I'm always watching myself. That was another comment that I got. I am "playing it safe" - Sheril wouldn't tell me which teacher said that..

But yeah, depressing and bitchy me gone. Fun Leah returns!!!! (insert Jasons banjo music here)
I was glad to finally get out of the school today. It seemed to take forever.

The walk could have been longer though.

1 Comments:

At 11:00 PM, Blogger Jay said...

Ok. so Mine isnt gonna be as lengthy as up above but I just wanted to write a comment. I read this one first and then a few others so i dont really remeber what it was about! Your not a freakin ghost! we can all see you. Dave maybe just has to clean his glasses...or in the case that i remember that he doesnt wear glasses he should get a pair. Yes. Quite. Wow I'm a loser. Aight. I'm hittin' the hay. (banjo music for myself). We could start like a bajo music club...yeah...ok. You are an amazing visable person and dont forget how much I love you. G'night Leah. (god. even me trying to make this one long doesnt compete with the one above. G'night)

 

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