Lovely

"I'm climbin' uphill..."

"I will not be the girl stuck at home in the 'burbs
With the baby, the dog and a garden of herbs.
I will not be the girl in the sensible shoes
Pushing burgers and beer nuts and missing the clues.
I will not be the girl who gets asked how it feels
To be trotting along at the genius's heels
I will not be the girl who requires a man to get by!"

oh Last Five Years, you please me! (insert wimpy retarded girly sigh here)

So are we actually becoming decent actors, or has Tim given up on us and finally allowing some compliments to seep through? I am unsure. I'd hate to get my hopes up by thinking that I am actually succeeding at a task that he has laid out, but then again, there are others who say that we're just awesome. So do I go with that? Or hold back such happy thoughts in order to keep pushing for greatness?
perhaps the answer will come at a later date (haha, with my luck, it will be after the presentation, and then its a yay, that umm.. helps now....)

So I have yet to get any real progress on my essays, but I still feel somewhat alleviated of some stress that has slowly been accumulating. Yay for caring all my tension in my shoulders. Anyone willing, I will allow you the pleasure and divine treat to give me a back massage. huh-huh-huh... any takers?!?!?! Don't all jump up at once now..

Aside from that, cliffnotes of today: overall, quite good. except for the stress of being late (almost, nay for speed limits) but dance was decent, movement as well, and I actually have a dramatic song now. Nothing terribly wrong with today. I'd say it deserves a B. Not quite a B+ day.

One final comment, relating to the mood that I am currently in. In accordance to interesting conversation with Jason. I don't quite understand many cliches of style. ex: "preppy" I am not sure what it all incorporates. But then, when asked what a "Leah" style would be, it was said that its a "preppy cowgirlness". But how can I have a preppy style without knowing how to? Does that just mean that there is no such thing as originality anymore? someone who is just being themselves and not trying to copy anyone/be like anything, just ends up still having a "style" that has already been invented. not that any of this is going anywhere, but it is still interesting, and slightly depressing. Think on it, and please enlighten me with your views.

posted by Leah Wilburn @ 9:55 PM