Lovely

Lost in... me

I have found myself wandering through my own mind and realized, as of late, that I do not recognize any of the paths that I take.
woah, I did not mean for that to rhyme. Well then, since I have started a trend..(this could be real bad)


I have found myself wandering in my mind as of late, and realize I do not recognize that paths I take
I find that I am confused and alone, and searching for passion that is not shown.
The emotions I seek are not those in me, but of other certain people I happen to see
Of course they do not know what I do, and pass me by as if they could walk right through
the emotions that I feel hidden behind, a wall of protection that encases my mind.

I have been hurt before and accepted the pain, and now I use it to further my gain.
You may see me as I am before you, but you will never know the thoughts I go through
While wandering alone with my abundance of emotion, endlessly hating myself for my devotion.
To you and to all that I am feeling, you make me ache, and send my mind reeling.
But against you a grudge I do not hold, for as much as I wish, I cannot turn my heart cold.



Well then now that that is over with, time for some actual talk. actual talk actual talk. Alright so i never
talk too proper anyway and now is not a great time to start. but i do have a question: can i care about
something and at the same time, stay sane because i know that i have made a fool of myself and
probably hurt myself in the long run, because of the things that I care about? maybe that should just be
a rhetorical question. i barely understand it, let alone think that there is an answer for it. I say, just
forget about it.



Easier said then done.

posted by Leah Wilburn @ 10:30 PM