Lovely

Never never never never will I make sense

yay yay yay yay yay for essays
oh. woo. hoo. wow. ee. I sure am happy to write these. yes. indeed.

ON TO BETTER THINGS!!!! So I just realized that I am not sure what state of mind I am in. I am no longer angry (stupid monologue making me all mad - rightfully) and I am not longer sad (long old story, over and done with) and yet I also believe that at this moment, I am not as excited as I have been (back in school, missed lots of people) so what am I? contemplative? neutral? I am unsure.
oh WAIT!!! I'm always difficult to figure out, I forgot! Excellent conversation about that today, although it didn't continue. But I have been informed that it is not just myself who does not understand... myself (hehehe...oh Austin powers, what will you think of next) but yes, so I am just releasing my ideas on the subject. and that is: please don't try to figure me out. What I am feeling, thinking, trying to get across, any of it. I barely understand myself. And its quite frustrating. But its just who I am. I apologize if this is un-nerving and annoying even, but I don't know what to do about it. If anyone does have a problem, dilemma, (insert-appropriate-word-here) please ask me and I will do my best to help you out. But don't try to figure out what I'm thinking by yourself. Because I am "really hard to read" - quoter shall remain anonymous

Steve - you are awesome. blind, crazy, and ......... blind. but maybe its because you miss the girlfriend and it is affecting your mental state. Anyway I still love you, and thanks for the compliment anyway. big hug

posted by Leah Wilburn @ 10:42 PM