Lovely

Merry Christmukahh!!!

So I am an idiot. And I feel horrible. Not horrible myself where I want to cry, but pain because I feel that I have been selfish when I didn't know the other side of the story. Yet I still feel sympathy for those who are unable to talk about something that really is bothering them. Okay okay, I know that I am being a bit of a hypocrite, but from now on I am not going to hide my emotions, frustrations and other annoying feelings. Because there is no use. You just feel worse if someone you want to tell doesn't know. And if things are in the open, it is much easier for somone else to speak up about themselves if they wish.

I am currently incredibly content with myself. And with the situations surrounding me. Maybe I am not one hundred percent alright, but if I were, how interesting would that be? Honestly, problems shared make friends closer and conversations possible. Ooo, I like that. Its sounds very sophistical..... haha, yay for stupid Leah moments. But I really can't complain with anything around me. I am done with complaining, it only makes me sound needy and weak. And that is the old Leah, we definatly got rid of her a looooong time ago and I will not be pleased to have her come back.

Many things have happened lately. Many conversations, or lack there of. Many new friendships, and many new information revealed. But whether the info was good or bad (I haven't decided that yet, but I still love you Erin, and thank you) I have accepted my situations and am embracing them with all of me. Yes, I wish that some people would be able to share in my thoughts and maybe even announce some of their own, but I am not going to whine because some people just aren't like I am. I am not going to change, and I don't want anyone to change for me. Everything happens for a reason.
............... and that is my new philosophy.

To end this blog, I want to wish everyone incredibly Happy Holidays. I love you all, and I hope that you all know who you are. There is a such a long list of everyone that I deeply care about. I hope everyone has a good time, whether they are going home, staying in, or coming home (TODAY!!!) I wish you the best christmas/holiday and know that I'm thinking about you all. Love peace and chicken grease!

posted by Leah Wilburn @ 1:58 PM