Lovely

Let's throw something at her... Like a bullet

Title quote: compliments of the king of sarcasm, my lovely Jason.

Long days at school, on top of super long weeks. Sometimes you just need to get out of that place. Like today. I couldn't have left fast enough. But I am sick of complaining. Its not going to remedy anything. Okay, I'm not going to say that I won't still bitch because it's just a given in this program. Everyone bitches about everyone else. There must be something about me that other people bitch about... Suddenly the word "bitch" doesn't make sense anymore.... riiight. Well, only one day left. Then a LONG awaited/needed visit with the best man I've ever known.

On that note; In response to my best friends last blog "No Apologies":
This past school year I have come to know a very new school, life pace, and overall existence. And I will admit that the adjustment was incredibly difficult. But the beginning was made so much more bearable because of the love and support of my best friend. Yet sadly, once I began to get comfortable and insanely busy, this friendship drifted. The love was still there, but the contact dramatically lessened and since then there has been more then one problem between the two of us. But since recent events and long awaited conversations I have come to realize the arrogance in it all.
Jeff, I love you with all of my heart. I hope that you know that, and also never forget it. You and I just work, and keep each other sane. Thank you so much for being there to help me get used to this new life. I regret having drifted somewhat lately, but you are right; nothing will change between us. This summer really was the best I've ever had. I will never forget incredibly long nights, endless movies and arguing over who's turn it is to come over. I really do miss it. But I have such amazing memories to keep me happy. Okay, you win this one; I won't give up. Just yet.

You are far, when I could have been your star
You listened to people who scared you to death
And from my heart
Strange that you were strong enough to even make a start
You'll never find, peace of mind
Till you listen to your heart

People, You can never change the way they feel
Better let them do just what they will
For they will, If you let them steal your heart from you
People, Will always make a lover feel a fool
But you knew I loved you
We could have shown them all
We should have seen love through
Fooled me with the tears in your eyes
Covered me with kisses and lies
So far, But please don't take my heart

You are far. I'm never gonna be your star
I'll pick up the pieces To mend my heart
Strange that I was wrong enough
To think you'd love me too
You must have been kissing a fool
I said you must have been kissing a fool

But remember this, Every other kiss
That you'll ever give Long as we both live
When you need the hand of another man
One you really can surrender with
I will wait for you, Like I always do
There's something there
That can't compare with any other

You are far, When I could have been your star
You listened to people Who scared you to death
And from my heart
Strange that I was wrong enough
To think you'd love me too
You must have been kissing a fool
You must have been kissing a fool
- Michael Buble "Kissing a Fool"

posted by Leah Wilburn @ 9:33 PM