Amazing Machine... complete with brand new wings and a big fucking engine
Wow, it feels like forever since I have made a good blog entry. I almost don't know what to say. The last week or so has been so incredibly intense. With the play mainly of course, but it seems like lots of other things having been coming up as well and its getting crazy. The week in a glance would almost be a novel-style blog so we'll talk in highlights.Well, we discovered what a success our bi-plane turned out to be. Thank you to Kenneth Brown for not creating a play but an entire fricken jet! I'll never forget it. Having the audience was just too good to be true. I loved every second of it and really don't want to let it go. Yes, I am wanking because I loved playing Sasha, but also because of the play as a whole. It was such an amazing experience, I learned soo much. Yay to everyone who performed this week I toast you all. In truth I really did. Last night I probably had a drink for everyone of you... ugg.
Also discovered who my true friends are. And am still debating about others. It's saddening that there is more than one, but it's true. Goodbye to you, I am through picking up random pieces of a friendship. I will no longer be taken for granted. Not that you even need me anymore. So no tears, just walk away. For others, I'm just confused. You have a night where you think that everything was saved and now I just don't know. Maybe I'm just crazy.
As a person and performer all around I have found a new respect for myself. This sounds so bad but I'm saying it anyway. I was proud of my performance in Wild Honey, even though it took me forever to pick it up. And no matter what happened in the end, I was proud of my movement project too. And that is important to me because I had such a problem with that class before and having Dave tell me that he enjoyed my piece was a great breath of fresh air. It feels like things are going well all around. I love life for the most part, even if the weather is ugly and depressing.
I can't say that I feel perfect right now, but I feel confident. That is all I can use to describe it. Confident. (okay except for in ballet, that can just kiss my incapable-of-turning-out ass... man I suck at that) But life goes on and I want to get the most that I can out of the last two months and less that I have left at G-Mac.
posted by Leah Wilburn @ 12:00 AM
1 Comments:
Hey darling.
It was such an amazing experience to work with you during the most amazing show we love to call Wild Honey. You were so wonderful and so gorgeous and I loved acting with you so much. Always remember the random yelling from being the screen just as I am yelling my head off infront of it ; )
Less than 2 months left. I can't believe it. Time flies when you're having amazing fun and are at school 6 days a week, 9am until 10pm, huh?
Love you babe.
Post a Comment
<< Home