Lovely

"Fall seven times, stand up eight" - Japanese Proverb

Man, I am such an idiot. Who honestly gets that careless? I swear that my mind is going on me. At 18, great.. Anyway, I always forget to put my keys back in the ignition lately, I forget something almost every day, and now I don't even look at what I'm doing and smack my left turn signal. Someone start the slow clap, please. It's the perfect moment.
Anyway, aside from that, I am alright. By alright I mean, not great, but not jumping out a ten story window. I know that everyone said that second term would be hard, but I didn't realize that it was going to be kick my ass and rape me repeatedly busy. I honestly commend all people who are going/have gone through this. It's insane. But rewarding. I can't wait for Ragtime, rehearsals are going so well, better then I had expected so that's a plus right there. I am still scared shitless because of masques, but that's not even at the top of my list of things to think about.
On the bright side, I can't wait to move out. I know that it's still a few months away, but I am looking forward to it with all of me. It'll be amazing. Mostly because then I'll be out of here. I may bitch about living out of my car, but right now I prefer it. But I'm done with bitching. For now.
Coming home yesterday was awesome. Perfect time of day when the sun was going down so I took a detour just to look at everything. Nothing like sun through the trees in the country. Call me a hick but I love it. That was my big salvation of the weekend. When you are so busy, it's amazing how beautiful something can be when you just take time to look. I need to do that more often.
Another plus was seeing old friends again. I am looking forward to the summer just to see everyone that doesn't live in the city. I love you all, but we have two years together. And there is nothing like old roots. Love you Gill and Daly, awesome to see both of you again. Until next time, Cheers!!!

posted by Leah Wilburn @ 8:12 PM